Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.

I woke much before class, but most of the extra time was taken up by a bathroom visit.

Poop.

Went to class and got a 100% on a quiz I studied not for. I love patterns when I figure them out. Thanks Elliot.

Lunch was good, ate with Clayton and Jono. I made an array of things and enjoyed about half of each of them (as usual).

Then had a math exam which I also didn't study for yet I feel that I did really well on it. I hope I did.

Old Testament. Not really much to say.

Returned equipment to the ER.

Ate dinner, which was yummy and fun.

Hung out. Went to the soccer and met heather there. Biola owned Hope Int.. Good game, kinda weird playout, but after that I went to GFS and pitched a small film to get some crew interested. Several people were interested, and that excited me.

I returned and didn't do much until David and I enjoyed a few rounds of (frustrating at times) wii golf. Yay.

I then went to the Production Center to pack up all of the band stuff-my kit and 3 amps and heads.

I backed up into this sort of loading zoneish ramp kinda thing, but it looked a little suspicious, so a campus saftey suv containing two officers came, the 2nd officer calling for back-up. I explained to them my situation and they were cool with it. It was a little comical because there were 3 officers kind of surrounding me next to their vehicles. They asked a few questions, (and kind of joked about interacting with me before) but ultimately they were cool with it and let me on my way.

I, Lee Humerian, gained respect for campus safety this evening, believe it or not.

I'm actually pretty happy they stopped me and we were able to talk. It was healthy and good and no doubt Divinely arranged.

The packing was fun, I had my ipod on me so I got to rock out to some music while I worked. It was pretty quick and painless and I got out of there in a jiffy.

Here I am.

I am a sinner. I have a bad attitude about things and don't appreciate things and feel like I don't react godly in many situations. In my sin, however, God has shown me my folly, my areas that need correction, and ultimately my need for a Saviour. I'd like to personally offer Psalm 51 as a plea to God that He would cleanse my heart from the darkness that saturates it in so many areas and ways.

51:1 Have mercy on me, [1] O God,
according to your steadfast love;
according to your abundant mercy
blot out my transgressions.
2 Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity,
and cleanse me from my sin!

3 For I know my transgressions,
and my sin is ever before me.
4 Against you, you only, have I sinned
and done what is evil in your sight,
so that you may be justified in your words
and blameless in your judgment.
5 Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity,
and in sin did my mother conceive me.
6 Behold, you delight in truth in the inward being,
and you teach me wisdom in the secret heart.

7 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;
wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
8 Let me hear joy and gladness;
let the bones that you have broken rejoice.
9 Hide your face from my sins,
and blot out all my iniquities.
10 Create in me a clean heart, O God,
and renew a right [2] spirit within me.
11 Cast me not away from your presence,
and take not your Holy Spirit from me.
12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation,
and uphold me with a willing spirit.

13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways,
and sinners will return to you.
14 Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God,
O God of my salvation,
and my tongue will sing aloud of your righteousness.
15 O Lord, open my lips,
and my mouth will declare your praise.
16 For you will not delight in sacrifice, or I would give it;
you will not be pleased with a burnt offering.
17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;
a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.

18 Do good to Zion in your good pleasure;
build up the walls of Jerusalem;
19 then will you delight in right sacrifices,
in burnt offerings and whole burnt offerings;
then bulls will be offered on your altar.

This is my cry God.

Create in me a clean heart. Renew a right spirit within me.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow. I drop swim tomorrow, so I'm excited not to have that stress and anxiety smothering me in the morning.

Praise the Lord!

The Lord is Beautiful, my heart is ugly.

Create in me a clean heart O God.

Amen.

Lee